Saturday, March 31, 2007

I miss this old blog. I do. I felt more free here. The Orble thing just isn't working out for me, and honestly I feel stuck. Sometimes I feel like I'm fooling myself. Me? A writer? I don't know. I read through my stuff, and I feel I've got something, but what? Maybe I got a whole lot of nuttin' honey, and that saddens me.

I think the hardest part is that finally finding something that makes me happy, and I always said if I found something that makes me happy, I'll do it. Then I got this fantabulous idea that I would WRITE and MAKE MONEY and I think somewhere along the way. I think that's the problem. I knew it couldn't be THAT easy, and it hasn't been. I love writing about my day to day life, but those entries on Orble are not the ones people look at. Sure, I have a small following, and 200 hits a day is nothing to scoff at, but it's stayed at 200 hits for months now. I am grateful to those 200 people that read, but I'm not moving forward.

The fact is, I love my kids, and I want to talk about them. I want to sing their praises and grumble their antics.

I have this thing in me that wants to be..... lauded? Liked? Ok, ok, popular.

Posted by S :: 11:45 AM :: 3 Comments:

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